today woke up in the afternoon feeling so great la.. if onli everyday is holiday jiu hao le... lols. meet ken at kovan had late lunch in kfc den when down to take mrt saw mel and elson... nth is impossible if u got the heart to go do smth de.. =) while waiting for ri yong, we went cuppage play pool.. den ry came, play awhile more den we go shopping le.. pass by taka saw got street soccer competition.. leg kind of itchy lor.. so freaky long never play soccer le.. den realised tat been rushing here and there after skool... ya, kind of envy them la!!! play till so happy although it's kind of stress having to play wif soo many eyes looking.. ^^ went to many many shops to shop... very tired.. now my backbone kind of pain.. haiz..
went to had dinner at long john and i'm feeling very hungry now already la.. >:( leong and knn came and meet us.. while walking, was talking to the boss of 2001... a shop in far east... gonna work tml midnight from 10pm to 6am... lols. i know is strange la.. he onli wan 1 person cos he sae i can work very fast... -_-" lame lor... not gonna care if lonely anot la cos going to work ma... ya, having dragonboat competition on sat at bedok straight after work , so have to rush down to meet the rest of them la... so, ppl come support ya!!! =) guess i'm not going home le so gonna bring my clothes down to change le.. and the competition is in the morning!!! argh!!
while walking met up wif zq, dexter, hg, jk... went shop shop while more den we jalan jalan awhile jiu go home le.. very tired lor... wanna go orh orh le.. lols.
here r some pics taken today... next time will take more.. lols. =P
11:56 PM
Monday, May 28, 2007
after chinese mi, tron, xy, jm0 and jp went to makan sushi buffet.... screwed my chinese still can enjoy makan sia... not bad i mus say... =X due to the lack of space, mi and tron sit together while the other 3 sit together.... we makan and chat la, sosososoo many things to talk bout... ordered many many food and there's once he ordered salmon and other type of raw fish.... after being served, i look at it weirdly la.. cos actually i din know wat he ordered until he tell mi.. i wonder y salmon got skin de..? den give tat kind of expression... tron laugh like so **** la... -_-" den they left early while mi and tron carry on eating... til 3 plus 4 den we leave...
went home, bath den go down bugis meet ken and ri yong... went national library first.. slack there awhile den went to kallang makan... i can't eating any further... jus a soya bean and a you tiao... den finish eating went to drink ke le bing... my fav!! =)) den suddenly my sis call asking if N73 music edition gd ma.. wa, my parents buying for her lei... ENVY!!!! but nvm... tats not wad i wan now... need job and money!!! go lobang ma??? intro plz if got ah!!! =P den we took a bus home le... so tired...
it's not suppose to be wat i have planned, it's jus becos sometime somthings is out of ur controls...
10:45 PM
Saturday, May 26, 2007
would you.
would you..
would you...?
*do stay abit longer to enjoy the song
2:15 PM
Wednesday, May 16, 2007
skool is so boring today la!!! had chinese from 8 pus to 10 smth, got to chiong papers to do liao... den somemore the air-con like siao siao de lei... suddenly hot suddenly cold de.. still got alot of chinese lessons lor... sibei sian...
17/5 -> 8-10.35am
12.40-2.15pm
8/5-> 8-10.35am
12.40-2.40pm
21/5-> 8.25-10.35am
2.30-4.30pm
22/5-> 2.30-4pm
23/5-> 8-10.35am
1.30-4pm
SEE!!!! see liao also sian 1/2 la!!!! but it's for our own gd la.. wat to do...? lols. next tuesday gonna get back our paper le... lets see how badly i fare...
den after recess had a period of english- i slept thru it den follow by another period of a.math... den somehow realised tat kind of lots of mistakes... sian ar!! wat to do?? my a.math seibei jia lat 1... den we went to hall got a police talk.. -_-" mr.neo let us go early den brought a drink jiu go soccer court liao.. jus got no mood to play soccer, jus sit down there see and msg her..
went home bath den went down to meet her at yio chu kang mrt station... we went bugis jalan jalan... go makan first, so hungry la!!! and the coke wa!!! bwg la, damn power.. den we go shop shop liao... go tired, walking around see see... but can't see any 3/4 i like de lei sian.. anyone know where sell nice looking 3/4 ma ?? intro lei.. thks.. been a long time since we went shopping together already...
i dunno y but i jus can't wait for the holiday to come... feel so sian in skool... nth amazed mi at all... lols. jus hope tat can score well for the coming o lvl chinese paper den dun have to retake... well, ppl give mi luck!!! =P
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11:40 PM
Sunday, May 13, 2007
yesterday woke up den install dota.. -_-" den finally can play liao.. play til 3 plus in the afternoon den bath, prepare den go out le.. den meet up we went to orchard jalan jalan, was raining so we went to hmv to slack.. den fast east, meet up wif some frenes den go cuppage makan... meet up wif more frenes den go down to city hall there... den we went dxo till 3 plus 4.. we all go 7-11 chiong water lor... very thirsty!! next we go to golden mile play billard and pool... so wulu la.. and saw some ah gua hahas!!!! left bout 6 like tat. walk to the bus stop den board the first bus 51... one by one slowly alighted...
reach home about 7 plus le den went to bath, switch on com jus to see her blog... alright i'm bullshit ok ?? =P finish everything went to bed le.. i dunno y like tat lei.. my frenes msg mi i jus pressed den back to bed but went she call mi ar, i straaight away alert and listen den tok to her de lei.. hmmm... finally woke up at 4 plus after my sis called mi.. bath den meet up wif my family memebers including my grandma to celebrate mother's day... went to central located at clarke quay... den we ate at manhattan fish market... manhattan fish market brought to mi lots of wondeful memories... after our dinner we went to singapore river there jalan jalan and sit down.. enjoy the breeze over there... saw our skool drink stall de uncle and family... my sis sae first time see him wear formal... lols.
so long never go out to town wif her le... gonna jio her but she mus be free also rite...? lols. i miss her...
ok some pics for the day/// =)
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10:45 PM
Thursday, May 10, 2007
had geography and math paper 2 today.. i never finish my geo paper lei.. ARGH!! "u have last 15 mins left" i was jus about to do section b question b onli lei.. c also not yet do.. a total of 17 marks la.. den i kin chiong liao.. but still unable to write everything down.. and math paper 2 is 2hrs 30 mins ar.. crazy.. i butt open flower already wanna see ? lols. able to do la.. but hope able to get it rite which is the most important.. yesterday had physics paper, i damn happy lor.. i everytime get do my physics paper de but somehow i can do it!!! if onli i got study for it, i confirm get a very gd grade de lor.. ops. =X
after my geo paper i saw my fone so many missed calls and msges lor... my mum thot wat happen to me and almost rush down to skool lor... cos in the morning i went to the toilet wif jasper den never go for frc.. miss lisa thot i never go to skool take exam den call my mum.. should hear her voice la.. she's so worried!!! lols. ok, tats not right...
den after paper went home bath jiu sleep le.. these few days have been taking afternoon naps.. and it's serious very gd!! very gd!! den wake up around well tml have onli 1 paper which is chemistry... so lazy to study la.. wanna go sleep le.. so tired.. =P
10:58 PM
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
had english paper and math paper 1 today... sian 1/2 lor.. jus hate this feeling whenever i never study for my test de.. never mind i believe in myself can le... =) well tml is physics.. damn sian la.. i jus dunno y i jus can't seems to score well for tat subject lor.. very disheartening de lei.. =P i got onli got 1 paper tml den 9.45 dismissed le.. gonna have beef noodles tml after my paper.. but i think i look forward more to makan the beef noodles den to take the paper la.. lols. yesterday had my mt paper 1 and s.s.. i dare to sae if i were to study for my s.s, i would score well.. but i believe i tried my best giving all i could for s.s le based on my wat i know...
den after skool mi and tron went to heartmall jalan jalan... buy bubble tea den went to kfc and slack.. wif my little "bro" cane from sec 1b lols.. he is cute la u see.. and it's fun mixing wif the low sec.. i confirm will miss my sec skool life after i leave de lor.. and the teachers a getting more and more relax wif us ( sec 5) which is a gd thing... ;)
wa, now can't wait for all my exams to be over... jus feel very sian la.. tats a feeling which i reali duno how to explain... and i dunno wat life is instore for mi... take a step see a step lols!!!! jus wanna go enjoy ar!!! and i wanna go on cruise at the end of the year///
10:36 AM
Sunday, May 06, 2007
while sleeping many ppl call and msg mi very pissed la.. can't sleep properly... argh!!! skip miss chen lesson today lols.. woke up in the afternoon went down for my lunch at the coffee shop..
saw ken, qin , ri yong and hong guan.. had fried rice den finish le went up sleep awhile bath went to meet her...
we arranged to meet at 3.30 at the void deck but she kind still in the process of dressing up den she ask mi to come over to her plac to wait for her... i should have gone over yet i sae i'll wait for her at the void deck... jus wtf ??? i make a bit fuss over the 30mins that she's late den we end up quarrelling.. before i met her i told myself tat it's her birthday today and i mus give in mus give in mus ren mus ren but yet i fail...
she went back home den i follow suited.. and almost din wanna take the present i got for her.. luckily she took it.. saw her mum den ask mi wat happen den i say we quarrel.. i'm so ashamed to even face her parents let alone entering her hse when she ask mi to wait for her at the living room.. went to sit outside her hse there den jus totally feel so lost... reali din know wat to do.. her mum kept asking mi to go in but i'm jus to ashamed to go in lor, hope she wun get the wrong idea.. we supposed to go find my mum de as my mum brought something for her.. den she refused to go.. den i over LL lor.. din know wat to do, so stress... told her tat wat happen had happen.. y not jus try to make things better..? den she scold her dog, so cute la.. i can;t control and burst into laughters... the same goes for her..
den i went down alone to find my mum collected her present den went down to clarke quay to meet up wif her and her family.. had dinner at riverside indonesia... and tats the onli part where everything is alright...
today supposed to be a happy day de but i ruin everything... haiz.. jus feel very sad the moment i think of that.. unable to make her happy especially today on her birthday... make her sad and even cry la.. jus dunno how to comfort her and make her happy... words which come out from my mouth should never have come out... i'm very sorry darling... i jus duno wats up wif me... i dun wan things to be turned out this way de, i seriously dun wan... i had planned everything swee swee but haiz...
guess everything will soon changed even thou tats not something tat i wanted after hearing wad she say.. things r gonna be diffcult and very different already... and it gonna be very hard for us to be together for long if she thinks tat way... sometime jus feel like doing those stupid stuffs but went i think again it's not worth it.. on the streets saw so many ppl *******, i also wan to.. jus wanna feel relax but she dun like it.. but when i look at her and she gave mi the smile of hers, somehow i think tat everything is worth it and stop myself from thinking of it...
when i keep quiet, many thots r running though my mind... should do this should i do tat... jus feel so fuked up rite now!!! reali hate myself the moment i thot about wat had happen... but wat had happen has happen and i can't change it... ARGH!!! JUS FUCK U LA GILBERT!!!! FUCK U!!!!
i'm sorry darling
din ask for all this to happen de
i'm sorry......
Look what u have done by Jet
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
12:50 AM
Saturday, May 05, 2007
9:02 AM
Thursday, May 03, 2007
and i jus woke up not long onli, still in my lala land i guess... feel so tired and shag la... well today sleep alot in class the weather freaking cooling but if onli the thunder can fo... boom!!! i jump up from my sit while i'm sleeping la... well, today if i'm correct is our last lesson wif mr L le.. he's a gd teacher and i reali mean it... hope he's not on air now... he's going to the west la... y not wait a few more mths den we all leave together ..? wa, i very selfish hor..? hmmm, tats not right la...
after skool slack awhile in the canteen, den come across another of my junior from punggol... many things jus suddenly flash back as if everything have jus happy onli... went home bath, den went down to fetch her... while heading down, i at the bus stop saw the 2 of them again... but they still deny... 1 day u guys gonna admit la... =P pick her le, went to amk there makan japanese food... tat place is filled with lots of happy memories... den we slowly tok cork tok cork den went to hub jalan jalan den see movie awhile jiu went home le...
while on the bus going down to find her, many thots run thru my mind.. tok to her bout it and she seems to slowly accepting it already... but i still dunno wat to put lei.. holiday kin lai.. hopefully, will not regret la.. =)
bath again jiu orh orh le... i also dunno y lei... love to sleep alot lei.. wake up feeling so pissed and fuck up cos mum out of the blues start to nag nag nag... buay tahan!!! dun wish to reali tok bout it..
now there's so many things on my wanna do list la... dragonboat, accompany her, work, study, sleep, go out, buy my stuffs, watch movie, go makan , go see it and o lvl kin lai!!!
8:03 AM
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
had dragonboat training together wif the other 19 guys at kallang.. had a hard time planning and stuffs.. but everything is worth it i would sae.. dragonboating under the rain is tough but yet fun!!! all of us r looking forward to the next training again... and also the competition by the north east cdc...
next my skool life...
well, my fifth year in the skool liao.. the oldest lot of students i would say.. all we got to do is to study study study... sometime feel damn sian seeing those boys acting like 1... the way they walk and behaves... prelim 1 starting next mon but wat fuck am i doing sia..? got no idea, jus wanna enter a poly n not into a lj course jiu hao le.. heard from ppls tat some of our chers r leaving le.. tats the skool loses... time seems to reali pass tat fast... and reali 24hrs a day all seem not to be enough for mi to use, i got so many things to do... some sayis due to poor time management but i tink otherwise.. sometimes after skool i would chiong home bath and go meet up wif her.. had our lunch together, jalan jalan, fetch her... jus feel so relax together wif her... and tats a gd thing...
been reali enjoying myself since last friday til today or i would say every wkend ... play pool, number balls, play lan, movies, ms eat steamboat, sentosa, jalan jalan, talk cork, etcetcetc.... life would be boring without u guys... yay!!! lols...
her b'day this coming sat, brought her something already.. hope she would like it... but i tink got chem extra lesson in the morning lei.. sian 1/2 la... moe say is a 5 day work wk le la... lols!!!!
watch spiderman yesterday wif them... 4/5 stars so go grab ur tickets la!!! gonna watch it again together wif her this sat...
after my o level mt paper, and all i ask is a B4 i jiu enough le.. cos my chinese reali sucks la... bwg.. this june holiday got so many things line up already.... gonna study and also work.. all of them ask mi y work ?? u crazy??? i know myself.. i'm not the type who can keep study de i'll go bonkers lols... i wanna work is becos i wanna get something which will last wif my for the rest of my life and i wanna use it wif my own money... so got lobang mus tell mi k!!! thks thks... this holiday as predicted will end as soon as it started... but hope to get wat i wanna... gonna make more time for her... things r going pretty gd for the both of us and i'm reali happy bout it... =)
to those ppl out there who r setting up traps, u guys better watch it and dun let mi get u all... and to those who been helping mi and giving mi a helping hand, ty very much... seriously ty...
life is never a smooth sailing, we go after wat we want and not let it come to us naturally cos it would never happen... got lor !!!! slowly wait jiu you...
i would try to update as much as i would... and holiday kin lai!!!! den can go see sticker liao... lols... love her lots... muackx...
all the best guys... anything call mi ya... =)
enjoy the song by The Corrs- By ur side
10:40 PM